Can I have this dance? He whispered in my ear once the beats started and took my hand without waiting for my response.
I stood up, my hand in his hand, walking to the dance floor.
My hands on his shoulders, my body started to move the same way he did.
I’m ready if you are ready
The music continued to play as our bodies moved together capturing everybody’s eyes and controlling the dance floor.
After this dance, I promise you I won’t see you again
The way he was holding his hand on my back it made me melt in his arms right away. He brought me closer to him and our heads were touching now. I could feel every move he took on my own body. Being so close to him made me remember why I wanted him so badly. The gaze in his eyes made me blush and feel hot in every part of my body. He made every part of my body his slave and they were just waiting for him to say when.
Nothing would have been more wonderful than to spend a single night in his arms but the rules did not allow us to follow our passion somewhere else. So, we continued dancing. We continued moving together while the music played. With every beat of the music, my ass was moving from a side to another like people usually dance on latino music. But in my head, it moved because of a whole other reason.
A moment of weakness and I let myself fall for this man. A moment of truth while I was resting my head on his shoulder for a few seconds. Nobody needs to know – I was thinking. But this is not the way to reach for happiness. This is not my way. One word and I would be gone with him anywhere in the world. That was my simple mistake.
Our bodies made circles around the ring but we simply could not stop with one song. I needed more. I wanted more. The feeling inside would not let me have my peace but in that moment, our dance made me forget everything and everyone. I started ignoring everything and let go of myself for my pleasure.
And then the music stopped.
And I woke up.